hehe i love books ive read alot this past spring break ive also played ffx2 (final fantasy ten two for those of you who think ista porn site cough* rach)lets see ive been in the hospital alot not me personally in the hospital but i visited my grandpa who had heart surgery a couple weeks ago and i also visited my uncle to because of his back problems but thank goodess they are both alright now and both home. but im still alittle wierded out i guesss because they did klose my grandpa on the operating table but the brought him back (thank you god) i dont know what i would have done. well im going to bed because i never seem to have enough energy during the day which made me almost kill myself at practice today well good night to all ( sweet dreams)

wow today was the best i got to sit outside for 5 periods with all my friends and we had lots of fun we talked about everything(well almost everything) and we joked around and mike was of course a pervert and my friends book was intresting and it was called"the earth,my butt and other round things" (lol) it was um very intresting (disturbing) well i might talk later im finishing up a word search for my math class

luv u all

bye

p.s. im in such a good mood for reasons and people right comments

hi again people im really bored and have alot of stuff on my mind (although im not gonna tell you what it is but most can guess and its nothing bad by the way)hhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,lets see today was a good day except for lunch because mike was being a jerk  and  throwing lunch trash and nothing else really happened and lets see my mom called and nothing really happened im not mad or anything which is a good thing and i know 2morrow ill have fun at the reading festival thing and rachey's chorous concert was good except i felt like i was gonna fall asleep and    i think im gonna return to glaying down and thinking

bye 2 all

im in such a great mood and i had a ok day at school this week has gone good . which is great since the past weeks have sucked and i get to got to rachey's chorus concert thing so that might be fun because some other person i know might be there so i can talk. the that could make this week better is to have a good weekend at my mom's and get a boyfriend

well g2g people

bye 

ok i really dont feel well i just threw up 3 times and then rach helped me with the dishes (thanx rach). and lets see i tried to read my book then fell asleep (and this was before i threw up)then my sister hillary woke me up because she was playing her guitar.then i went in the kitchen saw what my dad was cooking for dinner then i went back 2 bed. now i wanna go back to bed but my show comes on at 9:00 and i also need to take  a shower but someoneelse is in the shower. and you know what i want? i want a boyfriend i miss not haveing one. but i think i might wait till high school to get another one. since most guys at our middle school are inmature but cute. but i dont wanna date an inmature guy i wanna date a mature one

well anyway im gonna go c if i can go and take a SHOWER SINCE MY SHOW STARTS IN 21 MINUTES

BYE 2 ALL

hey rach im sry  about the stuff i wrote in live journal  that said that u were mean and that we didnt get along im sorry and i hope u except my apology because i didnt mean to say all that mean stuff when i wrote it i was really pissed of about my mom and bye the way i still cant belive you told me david dies and the i read ur live journal and u told me about claudia

anyway luv u all

wow, its been along time since ive written in this thing im lucky i even remembered my password and name (lol).hmm..........lets c its almost christmas (which gets us closer to the end of the school year) which means its my first christmas with me living at my dads house so im happy. although i miss my mom alot sometimes and i wish she would call me. but the wierd thing is when she calls i get mad but also happy. i dont really know if that makes since but o well im probably the only one reading this anyway. but im glad i moved in with my dad im so much happier here and i only have to look after myself. and when im not doing good with looking out for myself my sister steps in example: have you had ur snack yet, you didnt eat anything at lunch go get ur food now. but i love her for it ( and if u read this sis im not "bashing" you im saying thanx) and lets c i had a new boyfriend about a month or two ago it lasted for 2 weeks which is my shortest time of going out with someone. i dont know i guess we just didnt make a good couple but my sis also says it was because he was too tall. which is funny because he really was. but i like the guy to be taller than me. hm....................what else is there to talk about. oh me my sis and our friends had to do a skit thing infront of  our language art class. i didnt like it but i was the narrator along with others because there was two characters ok 3 if you count the mom who says"good bye carpa theres no more room for you with your brother getting married"(lol). but at least i didnt have to act. oh but you know what also sucked is when there was a food fight and we had to sit with our classes and not our friends and it sucked. oh yeah i forgot to tell you ive been reading alot lately and playing video games alot to since i finally beat kingdom hearts a month or two ago and i cant wait for the second one to come out. but the best thing is today i got to see blade trinity which kicked butt it was the best out of the blades and all the blades are good and there is also gonna be an underworld 2 i cant wait. well im done writing for now so ill write again later hopefully.

bye

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................................this guy asked me for my number i mean he is ok lookin but i dont know if he is my type well he said he would call tonight soooooooooo......................................... we will see

ks bye

yep well im really tired and thiers a dead frog in my room and i have 2 be in bed by 1 but w/e im tired so........................yea talk 2 u in the mornin

p.s. i fell outta the chair 2 time and i have blisters from wearing flipflops owwwwwwwwwww

yea me and my sis went out side to play volleyball and i slipped and fell because its all wet and mucky from yesterdays rain well after me and my sis went inside we made peanut butter cookies not sugar(wich is the type we made yesterday) and now its rain and im stuck inside and about to get off the computor because my show comes on at 4(buffy the vampire slayer) well g2g byez 

i still have not gone 2 bed me and my sis (the 1 i get along with)plan on staying up all night but will soon pobaly get in trouble 4 in like 2hrs because are parents will be getting up 4 work well i just finished reading my book (5th harry potter book)it was really good and my sis just finished reading her book (the codex) wich she claims was really good (  i will probaly end up reading it ) and is now determined 2 read the sequel wich i have no idea what that might be well since i was done reading my book i was laying in bed and started thinking about laundry 4 some reason and since i was thinking i just remembered my clothes were still in the dryer wich also made me remember that my sis had put a load of my parents clothes in the washer so i told her about the laundry and i hope she can get it done before mom and dad need it in the morning

notice: sideeffects of boardem my cause reading books

notice: sidefffect of no sleep may cause hyperness and or misspelling  

urm........................yeah i just got done watchin the the 3 matrix (matrix revolutions) its good but you can kinda predict whats gonna happen of course im not gonna tell you wat happens so u can find out for yourself whahaha..................yea but before that happened i heard my sis and her friend talkin  bad about  me because my dad was treating me diffrently than her so i went and locked myself bathroom and cried because this whole summers been hell because during  the last school year i was having problems at my moms house because i was just sick of everything so i thought about living at my dads.......................well when i told my mom that things didnt go over 2 well because she always thought that the only person that would leave her is my brother so when i told her it makes me feel like she never expects me 2 do anything that she thinks is wrong  like the time when i fell off my friends skateboard and hurt my arm and had 2 go 2 the hospital as soon as she got there she started yelling at me and say bad stuff about me and now im at my dads house ive been getting bad phone calls from her saying how im avoiding her and not talking 2 her when im not avoiding her and whenever she calls i have nothing 2 say so she gets mad at me and she has now stopped calling me but as it already isnt bad enough my whole moms side of the family thinks that my going 2 the dark side a.k.a my dads house is bad except 4 the fact that 1 of my sisters keeps saying that dads treats me diffrentlywhen all he has done is taken me too amovie that he promised 2 take me 2 (which was van helsing ) and taken me over 2 my great aunt house because him and my step mom were having a fight and he needed 2 get outta of the house and took me with him but other than that i mean he might take me 2 the movies friday becausehe knows i dont wanna go 2 my moms so he is gonna see if he can take me saturday but im really glad to be at my dads and im really glad he is there for me because this whole time my dad my stepmom and my other sis  (not the one who was mean 2 me the one who was comforting me when i was still crying when i got outta the bathroom ) have been trying 2 help me through it which is kinda helping but i still kinda worry about somethings well im gonna go read my sisters 5th harry potter book(which i thought at 1 time harry potter was so stupid but turened out 2 be really good but reding helps things get off my mind ) becase ive run outta stuff to do so talk 2 u l8ter